Thats what i'd like to call them.. :-) They have always been the 'interesting' part of my life ;-)
Its really amusing - i mean, they are ! Not many can comprehend the pure feelings of love and adoration that i have for my museys .... i like calling it my 'musey-love life'
I don't want to "try" and describe how i 'feel' for my museys (cuz it can't be described!) but its such a wonderful amazing feeling ! I aint any artist who generally have a muse but i consider myself so blessed ... cuz God has given me this wonderful opportunity to love and adore someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return and praying for their joy and happiness and always being there for them ...
As my Gurudev says,whenever we see beauty, we want to possess it, thus robbing it of all the charm & beauty. But it has not been the case with my museys and hence they have continues to retain a special place in my heart.. I have been happy loving, adoring, admiring them from far !I write about my museys for 2 main reasons:
a) Have always wanted to chronicle my musey-love-life
b) I want to 'get over' my museys by penning down my thoughts & feelings.
I am using plural here cuz I've had museys since i've been about 12-13 yrs and they change every now and then .. from IK Gujral to my Advance Course Teacher to Sharmila Tagore to my doctors - its been a fascinating journey .. :-)
The musey nature varies - some are celebrities (sharmila tagore), i have met most of them but not everybody (rupert murdoch), some are extremely good looking (sharmila tagore again!) , some are exceptionally talented (maharajpuram santhnam) and quite a few of them have been my teachers (Ms.Sunitha Babugopalan - my 10th std physics teacher!) ...
Life is a ball during the days i have a musey .. but just how do i realize i have one ?!!
1. The "feeling" is unmistakable :-) :-) :-)
2. I google for my musey and keep googling till i get to know all i can about her/him (if the musey is a celebrity)
OR
I call/inquire around everyone i know who could give me SOME info about my musey !
ha ha ha ... it gets funny at times and feverish at other.. but then, its all fair in the 'musey-love life' ! more often than not, everyone around me gets a whiff of the current musey :
1. its in my eyes
2. its everywhere !! (rather i cant stop talking about him/her during that time ;-))
And one fine day u wake up and realize that ur current musey has just become an 'ex' !!! but as i always tell my friends, all my ex-museys have a special place in my heart :-)
So come along and join me on this touching, fascinating & 'musing' journey of my muses :-)
